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Sunday, August 10, 2008
This is for you, Poifull.

A sudden post. Can't help but to think back on how we actually started. Back in sec 3s, strings pulled us together being as friends. Barriers between us din allow us to spark. & we held on to everything. I wouldn't dare to say that i have not fallen for you during the 5 seconds of you being such a gentleman i've ever seen. At then, it was the deepest secret i've kept in myself, that this guy is a keeper.

As months passed, we adapted to the people around us. Satisfying them with the most untruthful answers. ( At least i did. ) Love was blind. I took a step forward to a relationship which i never thought it should happen. You were there to back me up. Telling me, it could be beautiful. & i trusted you. It lasted a year and i've decided to choose another path instead.

During that one year, we had an image of each other differently. Mine was ugly. I was that pampered lil spoilt and the most unreasonable GF to you. Whereas, you are the guy which i envied with your love life. You are the most wonderful thing that can ever happen to a girl even though you tend to doubt yourself very often.

Years later, it was our last year in Damai. We only got back in contact when i ran into problems halfway through with that somebody. The thought of calling you to talk about everything just came right into me. Not even a second of hesitation. & i'm glad i made that move. Because it had led to something beautiful now.

Now here comes our third chance. First was in sec school, then came the time when i foolishly gave you up and now, i'm holding on to whatever we have as tight as i can. I never wanna let you go again. Though we're on a rough patch now, i believe we can work something out. I will be waiting as promised and i will never give up. You're simply amazing to me. & i don't really care about what others think anymore. That's why there's this post. ( While waiting for you to call. Hee. ) ILY J.


" You shine in my heart. "
Patrina just sang you a lullaby at 11:01:00 PM