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Sunday, October 5, 2008
this hypocritical world is driving me crazy. & maybe hon was right. everyone has a side of their own. the hypocrite side. you can never live without this skill.

kick that aside. holidays going well for the past one month. picked up another tuition assignment. accounts for an ITE student. hopefully i'm able to impart all i know to her.

surprised hon at his tutee's void deck today. this boy sure knows how to read my mind. & that's bad. it was a success though he suspected. ha. i tried to surprise him twice previously but it failed. can't blame the weather can i. & john. i really need you to know that i love you. despite all the ups & downs we're having now, i still love you as much. & i apologise for being so unreasonable ytd. even me myself, find that i was unreasonable. cos i can't find any reason to get angry with. thanks for being understanding aye.

all these while, i thought i was ready to be a good gf. but i was wrong. there's so much i gotta quit before i can have you. but i'm willing to. i'm just afraid time will break us apart again. sometimes you really made me wonder. why on earth you chose me. your family, friends & love have been a blessing to me. & i really appreciate everything. imma girl who doesn't really know how to express myself. i'm bad at words & it sucks.

i'm sorry if i ever made your heart sank. i'm sorry if i made you think twice. i'm sorry if i caused any unhappiness in you. i'm sorry if i didn't give you enough space. i'm sorry for apologising to this kind of shit now. cos i shouldn't be. if you know what i mean.

aye. now for the appreciation. thank you for all that you've done. thank you for enduring all the shit that i gave. thank you for making effort in this r/s. thank you for being my bestfriend & bf at the same time. thank you for sharing whatever you have with me. thank you john.

i know something good is coming. & i can't wait. i can't wait to fall into your arms once more but with ineffable joy this time. i look forward to everyday with a smile cos you're here with me. " All good things come to an end. " hopefully not for us aye? i love you cupcake. :)

aye people. i'm sorry if i disgusted you with what's up there. :D night!
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