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Friday, July 24, 2009
had a sudden urge of blogging. so here i am.

cleared like 3 to 4 to-do-list a moment ago. it kinda sucked up half of my brains luh. yet to bathe, wash off my make up and finish one more fucking report! i'm so sleepy. :(

maybe sometimes i should see life in a different way. i'm always bothered about what i have and what i don't possess now. i don't know why, but i kinda feel that my life is so pathetic. well apart from having great friends, my family and a very very sweet bf, i feel that something's amiss. i don't need an answer. i need a direction. i'm so tired...

i want to say this to my dearest boy. it's been 9 months and things between are going strong. i guess. you are like the best thing that had ever happened to me. whenever i need someone when i can't get to sleep, i know you'll be there no matter how tired you are. you've given me the safest arms to fall in. and i'm glad i met you and your family. i'm glad i called you that night. the most significant night that turns our friendship into something more. thank you for always putting up with all my nonsense and guide me through my work. i wouldn't know what to do without you. you must be going like "ssssssss" now. hahaha! i love your cheekiness, smartness, humour and everything else! you will always be the some in my eyes and i will be the tty in yours. HAHAAHA! i love you baby. :)

19th! next sunday! wild wild wet! :)
Patrina just sang you a lullaby at 11:52:00 PM